hope

Hope lives on. 

This word means more to me than anything. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. This whole time I thought I wanted closure, and friendship, and to be civil with the one person who I also thought would never hurt me, lie to me or lose trust in. I was completely wrong. I tried another "method" I guess you can say and had the best last few days of summer. I fixed broken ties with the one person I disliked, saved a dear friendship of mine, realized the real ones, and enjoyed every bit of this gorgeous island. I hope this means a great new beginning, and hope for an amazing future ahead.

As for the one burden, the weight that heavily sat on my shoulders (and heart), this one person who I had so much faith in, who I dedicated this blog to initially... I still want the best for you and that your future is filled with all that you want in life, not what is expected of you. I hope you realize a lot the next few years and you finally let go of whatever grudge was held on me. I know one day you mature but it certainly won't be anytime soon. 

Take care please, even if you completely denied even that.

Hope will always live on for me, and  am so grateful to have at least that.